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Sixteen-year-old girl libido cause of tragedy In my heart, is a never sync wound. Heart ha

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Sixteen-year-old girl libido cause of tragedy
In my heart, is a never sync wound. Heart hard narration of bitterness plus life heavy pressure, which made me in an numbness of state. I this year be 18 years old, the original is flowers blooming delicate and charming be about to drip age, the original life should be full of sunshine, however, the good life for me seemed like a flash in the pan and I have prematurely have suffered a lot in this age shouldn’t inherit. In bud bud, has yet to show colourful and he rushed faded.

When I was 16 years old that year winter, something happened, that is me unexpectedly, it caused a turning point in my life, also be my tragedy start. At that time, I just enter adolescence. I often feel, in his own body in a kind of thing in phalanx, I couldn’t control it, it will in casual in exhortations me uncomfortable — because, when this time, I will be very, very eager to heterosexual contact, to be exact, I’m longing to the opposite sex grouchy.

And again so that I cannot extricate oneself, burning even masturbation has also cannot EYi inner impulse, I was powerless to resist the temptation of everything foreign. I started out in bars and disco, I thought the dim light, violent dance, will let me temporarily forget that desire heartburn pain. That day, I thoroughly fell into the abyss. I am familiar with the KeJun. He is very handsome, every move coruscate gives an unruly charm. When dancing, he hold me tight, I think his groin has a hard things keep braved me. After the dance after, we drank wine.

Out of the ballroom, my head a little dizzy, vaguely sea, I made myself this lifetime the wrong decision, I told him to go to his article. He told me, I feel truly suggestive of the fire burning in heart, I involuntarily with him with canoodling... While the next, the half the sting of kept me wide awake, I struggled hard, but I was he pressed down on underneath, eventually powerless to resist. Looking at unlcerc outflow blood, I realized that I lost anything, it is a girl of all things the most precious... But, I found that only with him, to heal those desire heartburn pain. So, he and I have a second and third time... At that time, he brings my pleasure make me clean voluptuousness, what ethics are all behind him. Gradually, as if an addictive drug, I can not get away from him, two or three days to see him, my mood is very low, and once met, got his caress I will restore calm. In our relationship lasted nearly two months, it was blown.

I am just a high school first-year students, I don’t know how to face the teachers and parents, in addition to escape have no choice, so I left school. Parents suspicion I lost their faces, even thogh special love my brother also scold me mean. Deadly realities that my mind start awake. I hate their ignorance and frivolous, secretly decided to break up with him. But he doesn’t listen to my explanation, constantly push me, bothering me. In order to completely out of him, and start your new life, I choose to work out. Now that I’m allowed to do “in-home” work, very hardship, but I think with heavy work to anaesthetizing self. I thought, as long as constantly work, you’ll soon be able to those unbearable to recall memories from the mind, but those things but like ghost always in my mind lattice sway.

So far, I sometimes dream will also dreamed about him, several times, I dreamed that he slew him, and committed suicide. Now I am distressed, a deep guilt often tormenting itself that get hurt of heart. Steal tasted of the apple and will make me BaoHen lifelong. How to face the future of all, I don’t know. After, I never liked him, he is just I discharge to tool. Cup is oneself no, now have to taste, by oneself reality is so cruel. I would advise the youngpeople friends, in dealing with problems must be careful, to create a good environment, let oneself spend a perfect adolescence. After listening to my experience, hope everyone proud of harm, don’t go this way.

Wish each youth friends happy forever, pure and flawless.

A physiological maturity naturally make psychological produce a series of change, in this series of change is one of the most important change of individuality consciousness fully awakening. For stories of “I” speaking, 16 appear strong sexual impulse and not normal. In modern society, because nutrition adequately, maturity of boys and girls in advance, which due to age repeatedly such as film and TV, books and periodicals such media for love and sexual content of the high density spread, the children’s sexual consciousness also hard to do a blank. So, today’s boys and girls early heart appear under the opposite sex desire is not worth marvel.

The school of psychoanalytic founder, psychology master Freud personality structure is divided into three basic system - this I, ego and superego. In simple words, this I represent uncontrolled life drives, such as the instinct of sexual desire and sexual urges, The super-ego is the sound of social conscience, such as the sexual desire of depressive, know human sexuality is and different animals, is conditional (such as object, age, occasions, etc.), Self is to adjust the id and superego and deal with reality the rational thinking, it would consider how individuals under certain conditions, not to violate the super-ego standard appropriate ways to meet individual this I desire. This I, ego and superego these three systems are not isolated exist, but as a whole at work. Adolescence children body fully developed naturally make individual performance quantity of this I roar, sexual desire also unprecedented upsurge, at this moment if there is no strong self control, lest self will more easily to obey this my command and follow their own desires act. The story of the “I” is such, hang ur head in sensory demand and stimulation unable to extricate himself.

So, for teenagers, powerful, the appropriate super-ego is very important, it will work against the behavior of individual form binding, and to prevent the behavior of individual line. In cultivating teenagers superego, a little child correct moral sense, shame and traditional mainstream values, tell them not thoughtless behavior etc; tentative The other party


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